Thoughts… or the ramblings of a fool

Lithium is used for the treatment of manic/depressive (bipolar) and depressive disorders.

I was listening to the song from Evanescence called ‘Lithium’, and it suddenly dawns on me on what it may mean. Well, what it means to me personally.
To me, this is about the relationship between misery and artistry.

Its a cliché, I know. That to be a good artist, to be able to create such beautiful pieces of art, that it has to come from misery.

This is an excerpt from an article written by Meana Kasi of Verge Magazine titled Creativity and Depression:

Many artists suffering from depression say their creativity is fueled and fostered by emotion and angst, by isolation and solitude. The emotions and angst that may be present in the artist’s mind can help shape the work. These emotions can be conveyed creatively, allowing for the term “self-expression” to come up. When suffering from depression, many artists feel they have the opportunity to lose themselves in the work being created, thus allowing their mind to feel some relief from the strains of depression. When this happens, the artist is able to accomplish what many others struggle withæfocusing almost exclusively on the work without distraction.

[read more here.]

Vincent Van Gogh and “Starry Starry Night” comes to mind.

I know I’ve had my shares, where my most artistic is when i am most miserable. Where my heart and soul have been torn apart, is when I can unleash my best.

The lines in the song “I want to stay in love with my sorrow… don’t want to let it go” rings true somehow. Because of the fear that once I become truly happy and content with my life; if misery is gone, so will the artistry.

Why are there people like these, going through their days like headless chickens. They bump clumsily in the world, trying to find their way. They’re flying blind in the sky hoping that they stumbled on the right path to where they want to be.

Think before you act. Or in the case just presented to me, think before you note.

Happy 2007 to everyone.
I guess this is a new chapter for me as well. My plans on improving my art this year includes a total upgrade on my current hardware, excluding of course my tablet seeing as its fairly new.

With getting a much more powerful system (a dual core processor x2), opposite it I plan for this year to go back to basics. I’ve been diving into this a few months back now, trying to retrace the steps that took me to here and now artwise.  The purpose is to look through those steps to see what I might have forgotten along the way. The influences that made an impact on my life that somehow got thrown away.

So I hope as this year progresses, as I go back, I move forward.